hello.. here i am blogging again.. itz gonna be a sad one..

My Pledge

1) i pledge to STUDY HARD!!!
2) i pledge to CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES.
3) i pledge to stop getting on ppls nerves.
4) i pledge to get rid of my bad habits.
5) i pledge to HAF NO CONTACT WIT ANY GUY..(unless itz a close fren)(which is like no one)
6) i pledge to slit/cut myself someday...
7) i pledge to even commit suicide someday.. someday...
8) i pledge to not take out my HP during school hours btwn 6-5 and at nite btwn 10-6
9) i pledge to NOT TALK to Joel EVER AGAIN.. and i will do wat i say.. (determined)
10) i pledge to not care abt everything except for God and ballet..
11) i pledge to get sick someday and die...
12) i pledge to get rid/delete of this blog someday..
13) i pledge to NOT SEE joel ever.. even if i do.. i WILL SHOW FACE and ATTITUDE...
~end~

well there u are.. if see me breakin any of my pledges.. then please scold me or stop me or something... THANX!! and i really cannot stand life.. how FAKE can ppl be.. ppl like wan leng and joel.. they are like so totally FAKE!!! i noe lee huang will agree wit me abt wan leng.. hahas.. no offence.. um well it has to be out.. if not i really cannot take it. my heart is too heavy.. i wanna CRY!!! but nobodu cares.. might as well dun carry on having this blog.. itz quite pathetic.. DAMN!! fine lorr.. i will someday.. slit/ cut- i think itz quite cool.. seems fun.. will try do tat.. tho not many ppl willl wan me to tat.. but who cares abt me man.. hell.. tats it.. the more i think.. the more i wanna delete this blog.. damn FUGGY can..
ok.. i dun wan blog liao.. muz continue doing the stupid art folio.. for tat stupid leow.. damn shitty..
buh bye!
sayonara!
ciao!
adios!