haix... i so sad.. yesterday stupid joel say wanna chase me... den today i shuai diao him... i so happy...i sms him...say tat my bills are bursting and tat i should be studying...den later i told him tat my mother is angry wit me for playing wit fire...then he really nvr ans!!!! yay!!!! but the thing is... tat i fell so... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... good!!!!!!!!!!! lol... funny ryte... ya... i noe... but when he like me i feel as if there is a big fat burden on me... but when he nvr respond or reply... i so happy... feel so free and relax... i dun think i will ever like anyone seriously... lol... very burdening... lol... haix... practice for grade 7 practical piano exam and grade 5 ballet exam so stressful and tiring... really feel like slacking all my life.... so sad... i cant.. God gave me a life... so i should live it purposefully... so ya.. gtg.. bye!!